Angel

 

This post is dedicated to those wonderful people in my life…

 

Thanks a lot to mom..dad..for flying over and for being around on My Big day..

Thanks to my 2 little brothers for ur cute wishes..missing ya for sure..

Many thanks to my one and only sis..Miss Debby..for arranging a very unforgettable bday party for me..for the special dress and clutch..

 

Special thanks to Mr.Agus Wijaya..

For giving the very 1^st surprise..love the cake..the present..especially the card =)

Have to forgive u for all the lies.. =P

 

Many thanks buat anak2ku tercinta!!!

 

Meir ce à       thank u banget for the surprise ce….love the belt so much..the cake juga..

                        Super unexpected!!! Thanks for being the best buddy!! Loph u!!

 

Kelly   à        thanks a lot for the party..love the piglet so much..Cuma ga fair karna

                        Harusnya apui (the pooh) lebi gede!!! =P

 

Pui2     à        Mbung..thanks a lot for present..the cake..everything deh..walau pipi

                        Silicon lu nyebelin… =P thanks mbung..

 

Mber    à        thanks for your KUSUKA!!! =____=” iseng banget…anyway..it is a

                        Surprise..thanks mber..ingat!! I am the KEY!! =P

 

Jelek    à        lek..thanks uda bantuin ngasi ide ga jelas!!!! Bangke emang lu org!! walau

                        Terpaksa..thanks for being there on my Day!!

 

Susi     à        si..gua mase bête ama gambar SInChan lu!!! Imut gini kok diktain peot!!

                        Bangkeee… =__=” thanks for the surprise!!

 

Valen   à        Nekk….thanks a lot for being there!!! Happie2…Loph ya!!

 

Tutut & nyong            à pasangan gilo… =P after 11 years of friendships..we rock!! =P

                              Thank you for everything…

 

Sa2      à        Sa..Thanks for rocking the party!!! Love ya!!

 

Bebze & Batakz          à        bebze….thanks banget uda dtg…love the present so much..

                                                Tak..thanks for the present =)

 

Apin    à        my childhood fren..good to have u in Sing..thanks for being around =)

 

Beib     à        Beib..walaupun dirimu ga bisa dtg..thanks for the wish..the present…and

                        Thanks for being such a wonderful fren..

 

 

Many2 thanks juga buat Sieny, dodol, Mega, Nani, Siao po, Afen & Donny, Namie n Pitz, Ciro, Maya for being there @ Dome last Friday!!!

 

Not forgotten à Thanks buat Albert, Angelius, bebeth buat kadonya…love it so much..

 

Special section buat Sieny & Kelly à Thanks ya uda nyeburin gua ke kolam renang!!!!!!!!!! =__________=” get you next year!!!!!

 

Last but not least..for those who have wished me..

Stella, July, Mochi, ucil, Rosa, Mila, My best Cousin (Mr. OYonk), Aktor (Willy A), Halim, Eva, Amek, Nyongg, Kong, Maria (Nek), Jidat, Ahen, Asun, Christian..

Thanks a lot for the messages!!!!

 

Love,

 

 

Little Miss

28. 09. 2008

 

 

                       

 

 

 

It is one lovely Saturday..As always..weekend is forever GREAT to me.. =) Just had my morning shower..should be staring at my ACCA book rite now..yet..the minute I opened the first page, the things happened yesterday suddenly tickle my thought. That is when I decided to put the story of my emotional week into this masterpiece. Oops..did I just say masterpiece? =P

It is nearly a year for me being in

Singapore

, yes..my new life..my new beginning..and it is exactly 2 months and 6 days before I turn 23..ya…time flies just like that…I was about to write what happened a year ago, but something deep inside my heart just stopped my fingers from doing so..it is no longer abt looking back..it is about what I have now..who I am with..what I have achieved..and where I want to be..present…future…no more past…

The truth is I Never think I would miss school before…never think that I would love working..never think that I would love being Single..never think that I would love being a super busy bitch.. exactly..that are the truths now..

Coming back to my emotional week..i was in the middle of a departmental meeting yesterday’s afternoon..staring at my phone as the light beamed..’3 new messages’..I was about to read those messages but I heard my name being mentioned by the BOSS..Thank God..it is something good..a surprising appreciation..i was excited and thrilled..

The next minute, I reached my phone and scanned through the messages..as I did so..i found out abt smthg that made me felt so unpleasant without knowing the reason y..i just knew that I was angry at myself..just in time, those besties called..when I hung up the phone, for the first time, I asked myself..”how much do they love me?” “how much do I love me?” “how much does the person who I expect to love me, Love Me?” for a few seconds, the last question just made me stunned..what was I thinking???

Work…friends…study..workout…the list just keeps adding up…as I thought about that, another question came up “AM I Happy?”. the second I asked that to myself, a smile was drawn on my lips.. =) yes…i just cancelled my gym to stay in the office.. I should be annoyed by then.. yet, I decided to put a big smile on my face and asked every1 for dinner..after taking the order, I went out, myself, to get all the food for every1 but me…I came back with a very happy feeling, delivered the food to each of every colleague who were still around.

The minute I got back to my seat, i told myself…”wake up dear..it is you who decide..”

And the next minute, I promised myself “no1 will ever take this happiness away from me..there is no more question of how much does the person who I expect to love me, Love me? But there are only questions of how much do I love Me and how much do the people whom I love, love me too?”

agak2 terinspirasi by Sex and the City neh..huehuehue

Just realize how important girl friends are in my life..

not only share all the laughter with you but share all the tears as well..

special thanks buat Meir ce –> "Ce..thanks banget ya for always being there..sabar dengerin cerita2 aku yg mostly ga ptg..thanks for being there di saat2 aku down bnget..nemenin aku all day long..make sure i would not cry alone bymyself thinking of how can be such a failure..menderita sama2 buat notes..cia yo bersama buat exam..part time bersama demi killing time..shopping bersama..arrange bday party for me..not yet counted all the gossips time we share..klo mo di list down bisa ga muat neh blog…yg jelas..i am extremely grateful to have u in my list ce..!!!! love ya!!!"

buat Bangkong –> "Kong..know u for ages i guess..bolos bersama..diomongin guru bersama..bandel bersama…unforgettable memories emang…selalu mikir enak banget kalo kau bisa kerja di sini juga..but that doesnt make us stay apart..glad that u ve found ur other half..always stand by urself no matter what..thanks for always being there to listen..to give advice…to be such a good friend of mine…trip ga bakalan perna seru tanpa kau…miss ya heaps"

buat ncim-Mochi –> "ncimmmm..thanks bnget for being there when i need you..gua mase ingat bngt pas lu nanyain gua "what can i do for u as a fren now?" wakakaka..kyk di pilm2 tu ncim..agak2 terharu neh gua..anyway..i am so glad to have u as a fren..kyknya skrg yg lagi punya problem bukan eke deh ncim =P u know i ll be there anytime u need me..agak2 disettle ya ncim-dahling…ncim..ntar next trip kita agak poto kyk film sex n the city oc??? gua terinspirasi bngt neh ncim…huahuahua..it really reminds me on how imp u girls in my life!!"

buat Lia ucil –> "nekk….thanks bngt uda update2 gua mulu..ga hnya di saat2 bete lu..tpi jg di saat2 sng lu..kangen berat ama betapa lemotnya dirimu nek..for sure bakal arrange reunian kita buat taun ini..lu bakal selalu gua update kok..tpi ntar klo ketemu pas mau pisahnya jgn pake air mata buaya ya nek..qiqiqiqiq…miss ya lots nek… =( "

buat yg Heny –> "beb-ze…deket ke kamu baru2 ini..but feel a lot of positive connections..apalagi pas2 shopping kan bebz…wakakakka…mampus lah eke kalo shopping ama kau bebz..bangkrut…kekekek..bebz….thanks a lot for being such a wonderful fren…aku suka soupnya!!!!! next time aku bawa dvd ke ruma mu oc??? jgn terbang mulu..cepetan pulang"

buat Inge –> "beib2 ku…though i know u for less than a year..but u rock!!!!! perna smpt mikir ni ce kok gitu ya?? wkakakaka..but u ve changed a lot and i m glad for you.. =) beib….thanks banget uda ngebantuin aku bnyk…cant list down one by one..tpi emang girls talk kita never ending neh…really2 thanks a lot for just being there beib.."

buat Siao po –> " Siao po..sering bngt kesel ama kau…but kdg mau marah ga bisa..haiz…. thanks bngt for being there saat2 aku menderita dulu..give ur shoulder for me to cry..those ups and downs…4 years of friendship can never be described in 1 paragraph..glad that u r starting ur new life..please make it real this time!!!! Love ya siao po…"